Don’t castigate me. Never
blame me for what I did. Don’t see me as evil. Don’t see me as though I never
love my husband. With all my being, I bestowed love on him. He was my choice
man. I cherished him above all others. Yet, to him it was as if I never
existed. I’m human, a female by gender, I have blood running through my veins.
I needed to be cared for, to be loved and cherished. I loved but it was as if I
was not love.
My husband had been carried
away with administrative work such that our marital relationship no longer
matter to him. I’m a woman of integrity
if not he wouldn’t have married to me. I was not born promiscuous, but remember
I am human and have feelings because God did not create me a robot.
I wouldn’t have stooped so
low for a common slave for help. But I thought if I did it within the comfort
of my home, I would not be in danger of being exposed. And since he was not
from our town my secret would be sealed. I was desperately in need of help.
When my husband brought this guy I thought I have seen one. Young and handsome,
smart and intelligent. He was a perfect picture of the kind I want.
I offered him my body, to my
dismayed he rejected my offer. I felt ridicule, dejected and embarrassed. Yet,
I never gave up. I used all the seductive techniques I knew but to my offer, he
said no. This is yet another emotional blow from a slave I love. I’d suffered
enough of it from my man. Not again from my house boy.
Many blamed me for lying at
him, but if I did not, how would I continue to stay in the same house with him
without being ashamed of myself? Would he still give me the respect that I
deserved as his master’s mistress? He was my husband choice slave and there’s
no how I could have convinced him to chase him away. Unless I implicate him.
What
if you were me?
If you were me what would
you have done? He hardly touch me. He was a man full of authority, having many
materials wealth at his disposal but in this one thing he was poor. He deprived
me of my marital right due to his tight schedule. I’m human, and had blood
running through my veins. Never blame me for what I did. I wouldn’t have looked
elsewhere if he satisfied my need. He
married me but was romancing with political duty.
Never be in haste to judge
me, I have emotions and wouldn’t have done that if he was there when I most
needed him.
If you were me, you would
have done worse.
I’m POTIPHAR’S WIFE.
Remember keep being you and keep being true
Till we meet again, I remain my humble self, AKERELE ODUNAYO SAMUEL.
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OdunayoSamuel
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